the bubbles i live in.

You say one day if you're a lesbian what will I do? I will shower you with unlimited love and care like no other guys had ever did doing this unexpected for you which you know I don't usually do that for girls but I know it probably won't cone true. I really don't know what happened to you recently I'm really sorry for that as I'm busy with my work an I couldn't talk to you as often anymore. I tried to care but now I know that you dislike to be questioned so I'd wait when you are ready to talk or even not talk. It will be just another beginning of your life chapter with another person and also ending of a bad one. Life is never perfect thats why we are here to find another person to make our life to be better rather than perfect. I cant possibly stop you from thinking what happened and what will happen. But I just wont wish you do something stupid that might hurt you and possibly leave scars. I know emotional scars and tears are hard to avoid but somehow we have to bear with it isnt it? You know what happened to me and my love life. I always crash and burn in relationships but still I am looking for someone who is really care and loves me.

Everyone is gifted with something.
God made us individually different, unique and the only one.
We are born imperfect because we need to improvise ourself so that we will be better than who we are.
Strive for something and achieve something.
Grab hold on something before you lose it.
Take the chances before you lose them.
In life we cannot be everything.Every decision made is right and wrong. It only depends we see things from which point of view. Everyone's Perception is totally different.

We cant see things from every point of view at once
But we can try to understanding things from listening other's Point of View.
What I'm trying to say is that we are all humans.
We have emotions and we will overeact sometimes.
We do follow our emotions to do things.
We do act immaturely. We do do mistakes.
We might repeat things again.

But I just hope for everything I did means something to you, bring some significance and occupy some space in your heart and will stay there for a long time. I hope you can bear with me and dun go when I break your heart because I didnt mean it. I know sometime you just doubt me because for some words i uttered and some actions i did.