This how my currently life is. Indecisive and fully complicated. I have to admit my life has been changed into a better diretion not say I choosy or what so every but I always had been thinking too much on this topic and also that I always find myself in the wrong direction in the end and also hurting the person I do not want to. I need answers from themself. I will ask them out for coffee and talk things out as usual to avoid things to be commplicated. I need to know where I stand in their heart and then make my choice based on that. I wanna let go part of my life which has been me for 2 years which is CARING too much. I have to do this which is to care less but when that happens I wont be the me I am. I know it is hard to do so. But sometimes it hurts me to really stop doing this to those whom I really care. I need to clear my mind. Will she let me into her life when I choose her or I'd fall down again when I'm waiting for her?
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