Is it that difficult to find somebody to love? The girl who just changes what everybody defines me as. The only one who needs me more than anything. Hoping that a girl open up to me, is it that hard or impossible? I know girls now days is either looking for a guy whom can provide materialistic security besides emotional and physical security. Guys without or lacking the ability to do so just won't thrive? Is true love which based on attraction of both gender still exist? I really wonder.. Girls whom appear in my life always just disappear in the end. Those whom stays are just a handful but most of them attached to their someone. I do not wish that label or so called identifier of my for all these years to be true. I wish to be the gentlemen to a lady. Be her special someone instead of being the one that just fools and plays with her emotions. I really need to know what a girl sees in me honestly and truthfully. Saying that I ain't her type or she ain't my type? What the hell it suppose to means? A specific type of liking? I just need somebody to love and be loved. Is it that impossible?
Yes, I'm long winded. like your mom. but i really feel like smacking you now. :P whoever you found in the future, just make sure you dont forget to keep in touch with me! I hate to say this but, I hate the feeling of being neglected! Relationship comes first when you are in one, but friends are equally important. who's gonna be there for you when you're having problems with your other half? So if you dare to ever neglect your friend (me)...I won't buy your birthday present! Morning!
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